Happy VD

Happy Valentine's Day

VD is here again. Like every year(how terrible! There should be a day to celebrate one's single status too. Atleast that would save us from feeling so pathetic on VD. Save us from thinking why we are not in couples. And no, i cannot avoid it. Its everywhere and I am hardly blind.). And i(with another single friend) am wondering with the number couples around, how come we have no luck. How come i haven't found anyone who sends me flowers, with a beautiful card. Or prepares dinner for me. A special dinner. She tells me that i look too stern and serious. Consequently, i give her a stern look.

Since love seems to be in the air and i am in love with flowers, so every VD i make it a point to carry some back home. Either gifted by friends or bought by me. It feels warm. Actually, i shouldn't really be cribbing so much. Everyone seems to have wished me today (even my male friends). I suppose i was hoping for a special someone. Or maybe someone special is just a concept that we conjure up in our minds...in their own ways, i suppose, everyone is special.

Maybe in a few years time, i'll start believing that. Living that too. But right now, i have some difficulty dealing with my biases. In most cases, i am either too indulgent or too complacent. At times such as these, i do wish that i had more exposure. Hence more maturity. Subsequently, more stability. At most times I seem to behave like a puppy, only i am no longer a pup!